Gabriel Jay

I NEED ONE SO BAD. and I should work on my shocktober blog, and on here, but hay! I made bnners for both. go add me on myspace, I made my own playlist and dare I say it's bitchin'? I got good reviews for my school articles, ahaha I'm a baby genius :]. Just keeediiing. I realized I'm horrible at taking compliments because I'm way vestal and virginal and it gets awkward aha. I'm just like thanks? Idk, I'm actually really humble.

I HATE HOT WEATHER, I never know what to wear :[. I should go buy more flannel, yahhh? Mmmm or just more in general. First things first, haircut of trim or some shit, idk, I think imma just walk in and see if my hairstylist is busy, and I'll go at the end of an hour so she probably won't be aha. Ohhh shiiiiiiiit, I need a haircut soooo bad.

SHOCKTOBER: gabrielgore.blogspot.com

go check it out, I'm horrible at updating! I'm starting soon though, ahaha maybe starting tommorow fasho, And maybe I'll try and keep up? erm...maybe ahaha.

WOOOWWWEEEEEEE, october is sickkkk.

organ songs, love them :].

Let the Bells Ring.
Can You Tell Me?

I just found 2 more amazing vegan restaurants, I must try soon! When it starts raining, for sure spending everyday at the Tea House, it's amazing.

 

who else absolutely loved 90210?

Working on an algebra 2 honors packet all day. I'm in chem, english, algebra. all honors. and PE bowling, World History, french 2, plus Journalism There's a lot of weird kids in the journalism class, but I'm trying to be open, I know we could probably become friends. Except for the one red haired girl who doesn't shave, which answers the age old question that indeed the carpets so match the drapes. She makes it especially known wearing tanktops.

HEAT WAVE lately in California, and I never look cute in the heat. At all :[. I still need to lose 20 pounds but then I'm done. Veganism is still amazingly so much fun. School is awkward. Only because somebody really hates me. And you know how when you really don't want to see someone, you end up running into them all the time? That's how it is, they're around every corner. i'm getting claustrophobic.

I want to get nail art one of these days, soon maybe, but I don't know how long I'd want to keep it :/. I HATE MY WORLD HISTORY CLASS. but I like all my other ones. Ideekay. I can't wait to graduate and do whatever the fuck I want to. Without worrying about harassment all dayy.

To buy list: cute necklaces, not sceenie chains like I used to own, and new nikes, but I'll probably design my own online ;]. and I need to work on buying bracelets since I always neglect that. And I desperately need a job. It's so necessary. Plus sunglasses since I've either lost all of them or their broken.

FAVORITE MOVIE ATM: ADVENTURES IN BABYSITTING. how could you not like it?!

I've changed so much since like..May. I'm so over being trashy or sceenie, like a lot of my tastes have changed, I'm back to where I was the beginning of last year but much better. I like looking clean and older and sophisticated. I even got a haircut, but I need my bangs trimmed a little bit, ahahaa. Just more jagged I guess? I love shopping for metal hair band tshirts, it's the only thing I wear lately. I can't wait until it starts getting cold or raining, I always look extra cute then :]. I have so many clothes for when it's cold,not when it's hot aha.

My music tastes also changed drastically. Sometimes I'll listen to some old shit, but I guess I really like indie again, aexcept more folky indie. Idk if that even makes any sense :/.

I had a horrible dream that one of my girl friends had a penis and one of my ex-guy friends had a tiny vagina...ehh wigged me out hella.

I'll try to update more frequently :].

i should write a new one of these. I hate lazy people. Whenever I work up the courage, I'm taking the caltrain to san francisco for the day. I hate doing things by myself. I need money. I need a job. I need new shit.

I bought a mickey mouse patriotic backpack and it's simply amazing. my new schedule is available for pickup at school, ahhh I'm nervous.

hands off, I saw them first :D!

i'd love them forever and ever.

AHH SO MUCH TO TELL, SO LITTLE TIME! due to some confusion with buzznet, my account has been suspended for about 3 weeks now! but, everything is all good and I have SO MANY UPDATES. ahh, i'm excited to post all of the new shit. I have pictures from disneyland and san francisco and it's all just really great :D. stay tuned!

or hiking or anything just to clear my head up, and I don't want to think too much so I want to be distracted as well. Like, I just really need a break. Like a 3 day break. Like, a real vacation where I go somewhere. Someone should invite me somewhere, except I'd probably be a bitch by the 2nd day.
AKHJJSKH, I need the wilderness! I need a road trip!

i try not to get fat people mad at me because i'm afraid that they'll attack.

mm, i love vegan food soosososo much :]. ahah I liked wrong turn 2 even though it was epicly long and I have yet to watch the rest of my DVDs. I hung out with Marissa and Nessy tonight and had some vegan dogs and a vegan scare, then on my way home I saw Stephanie walking to hang with Jeremy and Sarah and I was like HAYYY! and ran out of the car to hug her :]. 2mmrw, im waking up early, fuck yoga, doing DDR for 500 cal. (that much techno is going to fry my brain) and then calling Corey so we can hang out. Nessy's decidedly a vegan this summer, so whenever she goes to Whole Foods I'm going with her to help her shop. I really like wearing the wilcox P.E. shorts, they're so comfy! It's actually really cozy tonight so I might go see what I have on TiVo, get some hot chocolate and enjoy the rest of the night. OR I'll spend the majority of the time editing a lot of pics or resizing for photobucket at least.


I LOVE SUMMER :D! and life, duhhhh.


p.s. I need a lot more friends like Marissa.
p.s.s. I've been having really good luck lately, which is odd considering were in retrograde, which (thank god) is coming to an end soon, so maybe that's why I've taken a turn for the better.

i don't dress like that anymore :]. if anyone wants to make me one?....

pictures and videos soon, but i hardly bought anything. i bought some rainbow shutter shades (i know, too trendy, whatevs) and a super fun jacket which is 100% unnecessary for summer, and lots of food and V magazine. Also, I bought a gloomy bear phone charm. Me and Marina went to downtown and then we got lost and ended up in chinatown. We found a small ittle shop called "food court" where the mcdonalds used to be and got hot chai tee and hello kitty cupcakes. i couldn't eat them, but marina could. then we went walking some more, played with fans, bought poppers, and came out at the end of the street where there were bright lights advertising hxc XXX and we realized we were in the "adult interest" section of the city so we called my mom to come get us.

we got a chinese curse put on us also because we refused to go to a chinese restaurant with a dead creature sprawled out and fried on it's front sign and we got an african curse put on us from a homeless man whom we neglected to give change to.

today i went to gay pride in downtown sj with Corey and there were so many faggy fags it was crazy and lots of bulldykes, i hated it. but it was fun with corey and i found a few vegan nummies to have as well. then we hung out for a long time and i watched fido hi-def on here television. it was amazing :]. i  want one so bad.

online i bought new nikes and a joy division tshirt, hopefully those will come soon. more updates to come. summer school in a week. i need to reconcile with a few friends that I miss really bad. I should start talking to people because other people who edit better have more notes than me. once i'm famous i won't even have to make an effor,t the notes witll just be there. BUZZ ME!

this summe rim thinking about starting my journal again, i used to write a lot last summer, but this summer i want to write a whole lot more.

it's one in the morning and im hungry so im gonnaget some iced soy chai and watch jules et jim :].

bfd 2mmmrw, not going, and my mom's going to be @ work all day. I have diary of the dead, rise of the dead, and the mist. someone wanna come over? bcz i can't watch that shit by myself. then sunday my mom's working all day too, so i'm basically abandoned all weekend.


ugh, gtg 2 sleep sooon, my contacts are getting dry.


denise padilla still owes me 8 dolla and an apology because I didn't stretch out that fucking shirt!

i hate politics, ahah idgaf. holy shit only 6 more days of school left. im trying to stalk this one senior but im not even sure if he goes to my school anymore, either that or he's just really good at hiding and kee[ping his real name from the public and out of college census'. im finishing up a biology paper, because he gave me a d, then i have to do some HELLA last minute extra credit. aha it also counts for community service but i never logged it in. i went to the millionaires show and met them, they were amazing, so fucking good in person and i have some pics with them, i look pretty bad in them but idgaf. and videos as well. I NEED TO UPLOAD VIDEOS SOOOON. ajkhgkjh this summer is going to be amazing :].

it's been a year but i stil love first love by uffie.

i want clothes from teenage millionaire. i need to comehow find my way onto thecobrasnake.com

i was going to go camping this friday the 13th because in the original movie it all goes down on june 13 :]. but i told my mom i had to sleep on it because i wasn't sure. if it's not going to rain i don't see the point. especially when i could be hiking :]. PLUS if i don't go i can go to the happening midnight showing and then on friday the 13th i can go to the clay thatre in sf and watch friday the 13th @ midnight. idk, living the situation or watching it. which ones better? it's a tough decision. akgkj i'll sleep on it.

i hate designer drugs.

my mom's friend bought me hemp bread from whole foods that smells like bfd 2006. (weeeddddd son)

gonna hit the hay, im buying a comforter, new nikes, and a sk soon.

i should upload videos but they take forever and are way less than important, but i'll work on that as i make new ones :]. GO BUZZ!

i fucked up my bnner codes, but w/e. i'll live i guess. i shouldprobably change my bg color to black at least though. idk, i probably didn't screw up anything on it i just crazy and i think it looks different :/. agh i should make a new one anyways. and make it smaller or something.

lots of updates, idk, just add me on myspace because i post tons of bulletins explaining what's aheppning. but since those are annoying from now on maybe ill just post journals. and i need a new keyboard because typing is really hard on this one. ive spilt too much shit on it already :/.

oh and im trying to stalk down this senior at my school, i only know their name but i need to find out verything about them in 9 days because that's how many days i have left of school and being a freshman :[. UGH FUCK I NEED TO GO INTO VERONICA MARS MODE, NOW.

i have hella, i just need to work up the energy. and one of these days i have like 20 pictures to upload from many yrs ago (but more like the past month!)

BUZZ MY SHIT PLEASE :D!

bad bad bad day
but it was fine after 4th :/

HATEHATEHATE my P.E. class. so boring, but w/e i would have been just as bored on any other team. but at least i'd understand them, i never fucking learned how to speak immigrant. if they give me shit ima deport them back to asia. fuccckkkk.

i'm a force of anger nowadays.

BAJSHKJ, I NEED A SOY CHAI LATTE, OH SHIT FUCK, GOOD IDEA GOOD IDEA!

and i miss friends, fuck the weekend, i better make plans. or make friends, or both? but then again, i get sick of people super fast lately as well.
(but then relapse into love!!!??!)

I AM AN INDECISCIVE PEACH. oh yeah, and a cliche ;D.

woah, 70s music FTW! that's what makes me happy, + DVR shit, aggghhhh sonnnnnn gun git me fcked up.

i totally wanted to suicide at the news that Jared Padalecki is casted for the Friday the 13th remake, and the writers are the same writers of Freddy vs. Jason...BUTBUTBUT IT'S DIRECTED AND PRODUCED BY THE SAME PERSON WHO MADE THE TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE REMAKE :D. so it's all good.

i just hope they don't make it stupid and have two people (a guy and girl) live in the end, keep to final girls please! I ONLY WANT ONE SURVIVOR LIKE IN THE ORIGINAL. god, i hope jared padalecki dies...in the movie.

i've been watching terminator, and then i felt like reading trivia, so here goes!:

"O.J. Simpson was considered for the role of the Terminator, but the producers feared he was "too nice" to be taken seriously as a cold-blooded killer."

AND THAT'S THE TRUTH.

im always everyones best friend first.

i've noticed a pattern :].

lolololol, then i get replaced.
but idc, because i'm usually the one who's caused myself to be replaced, because i'm not that great of a friend in the first place? ;D except i relly am, or at least i try to be.

i'm never good enough.

im taking chem honors, culinary arts (VEGAN CHEF, WOOF!), alg. 2 honors, engrish 10 honors, french 2, and AP euro next year. but i might switch out of AP euro because that's a lot of work and i don't know if i'm willing to commit or that i'll keep up. i'm smart, but i don't want to get ahead of myself, maybe ill just take world history honors instead.

im going camping with my friends over spring break, i think.
roflroflrofl no joke, it's not really camping but were going to this sort of epic layed out house in the middle of nowhere and it has a golf cart and were just gunna ride around sand dunes all day and watch movies and do work and make food nd it'll be fun :D.

i want to buy clothes from lipstick prophets before they restock, shit but first i need $$$. but then i need a job, and i have an application buti need three references and all my teachers hate me and i haven't really done any volunteer work :/.

w/e, i want this too:



even though it's kind of too scenester, but w/e.

cutting and dying hair during spring break, it'll be cute, but i hope not too sc33n13.

oh yeah and this:

super fun w/ new extensionz, fake septums, and lots of blood :]. plus, me and marissa were pretty trashed out.

i gave up on regular silk, from now on it's chocosilk for breakfast, beverage, etc. it's all around satisfying :D.

i attempted making vegan brownies today with egg replacer and a vegan recipe, but they came out pretty decent except they are stuck to the pan so i can't really have any because they are rock hard :/.

i went to rasputin and traded in Anaconda blood diamond and some are you afraid of the dark episodes and all i got in store credit was 1.79 or something, GHETTO HELLA. so i bought Beyond the valley of the dolls. one of my favorite movies ever, and finally something not horror, which im semi trying to escape.

ak i can't find the organ cd anywhere, i have to get online. and im getting a leopard print scarf. and i want a sequin gold fanny pack, once i have money.

i found out petco doesn't hire at 15 so i have to apply at great america, because i want money and yes im willing to stoop that low. next year it'll be spirit and after that fast food :[. but then there's always the old folks home, and they would hella hire me. i'd make the elderly listen to t.rex for hours.

tonight i went to Urban Outfitters and saw that they have a T.Rex tshirt but it's for girls, but i don't know, if i was skinnier im not sure if i'd let that stop me.

i also tried on some blue skinies because i need some, and all of the fit, i even went down a pants size. im a 28 now, but in some things im still a 30.

in P.E. i had a dillema today where the teacher refused to let me join the class with the rest of my friends but through my powers of persuasion and a lucky draw of heads/tails plus some prayer from clara, i got in.

i still have afew people obsessed with me at school, and i'm fine with it. i saw my P.E. t.a. @ urban and she's obsessed with me because i like hello kitty :/. ZOMFGZ HE770 KITTY right? eww. but w/e. im proud to represent.

once i have more money i need to buy that gloomy bear action figure from hottopic online :/.

HOLY SHIT THIS IS A LONG JOURNAL. it's because im always thinking, always wanting to share evrything. my mom owes me 21 dollas, and marissa owes me 3.

i spend money so fast.

i really think i like someone again, or maybe it's jsust an interest or obsession close to liking someone, because i've thought i loved someone before also. i don't know.

in thater we had to write slam poetry and i half made mnine up, because i didn't think of it the day before. it's hard for me to make shit up. usually i just speak from my mind.

im working on making trucker hats cool, so i ordered an iron maiden cap online and im going to buy swarzoski crystles or rhinestones and strategically place them on the cap part so that it's glamorous and different and im going to see how it catches on.

dying and trimming hair soon, my fake septum and extensions should be arriving very soon.

i have to upload a video from ages ago and some pictures that i have yet to transfer into jpeg for buzznet :D.

i really wish my life was as busy as i make it sound :/.

funny games and teeth stopped playing at my local thaters and im really dissapointed, i wanted to see both really bad.

once i lose 15 lbs. and dye my hair and buy mor eclothes, imma get more publicity and i'll be famous @ 15. holy shit i'm 15.

i have to retake geometry in the summer, because geometry honors fucked me up and i want Alg. 2 honors and honors chem. hopefully i can make one of my good friends Stephen join with me. i think it'd be fun in the summer.

i want a professional photoshoot, i'd rock the shtit out of it. just not right now because or retarted scars or something on my nose. dermatologist app. on april 16th or something, i need to get rid of it so my skin can be flawless. i have retarted blemishes :[.